Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Wonder

how you are all doing. Me? with a cold for many days. It makes me appreciate how important our health is. And yes most of us do take it for granted. I always remember a good friend of mine with a chronic disease, she is just a happy person. She appreciates intensively the time when she is feeling well, without pain and life is great. Her attitude, her love for life, her sweetness is contagious when you are around her.

Are we really that different, men and women? the basic needs are the same I think. Perhaps the way we process life is different.

I like to write because it makes me think deeper about ideas, feelings and I learn about myself. What do I like? what do I want? or sometimes easier: what do I don't like? what do I don't want? Because us as parents often forget who we are, what we want, always prioritizing and we end up at the end of the list. Can we live a life wanting something we cannot have? should we keep dreaming about it? or does it become a torment?
Looking forward to the weekend to see a good Friend of mine from PR.

Good night and a smile :) see you in the stars.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Holiday

Happy day off to my Friends in US. Happy Summer. Always remember the holidays in US, miss them so much. Here it is different, different feeling, attitude, mostly religious holidays. Could it be that we change ourselves so much that are able to adapt to the environment around us? why do some people adapt much easier than others? If I knew this was temporal, or perhaps by choice I guess I could adapt easier... but... not the case.
Definitely changes  are coming. Feeling it already in me. I think it will be for the best. Major changes mean closure for the period just ending, bitter sweet... bitter bitter sweet. Will try to keep in me only the few dear memories. Intrigued about the future. Never forgetting the past. Trying hard for the present.
Great day to you.
:)

Friday, May 25, 2012

still

cloudy, rainy, cool, love it. Cannot take the heat and plain sunny weather day after day.
Hi to all of you that read me all around the world, and a hug too!
The clouds are constantly changing, shape, direction, in harmony with the environment.
I have a collection of thoughts, photographs, writings that I will put together one day. A list of dreams. I tell you 2 of them: to watch an Aurora, to visit Antarctica.
Nite nite.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Night

... Just to wish you a good night. Always here, thinking, with ideas. Trying to relax and enjoy. No bitter thoughts only sweet dreams of past and future. What is life about? the little short everyday moments, memories that brings us comfort and stay with us, in a little place of our hearts.
Have a great one!

Monday, May 21, 2012

...that

I will be good with or without you... CA? no... probably not. Coming back to read my Meteorology books, trying to hide there to find myself again. I am a mother above all but also a woman, a meteorologist.  Need to work hard to find these two parts of me that only music and books bring me to them.
How long do I need? not to feel a foreigner... will I ever?
Have a great smiley sunny, cloudy, windy, foggy, rainy, tempesty day!

Friday, May 18, 2012

wish

just to wish you a great relaxing weekend. I will try the same.
For example: Every time I clean the house, among other times, I get these thoughts in my mind... of somewhere far west...
Learning to appreciate the daily peace and calm of the routine, expected, comfortable, predictable.... sometimes.
Good night.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

sunny

windy day. Love days like this.
Quiet starry night.
Wish you have a wonderful one!

Monday, May 14, 2012

tears

... fire ... frustration.... end of something, beginning of something else. My heart filled with remembering ... but no, not sad please, all but sad...inevitable. Looking forward for what is to come. Is it possible? away for a while... not forever. That is what I hope and who knows someday our dreams may come true. Changes are good. So much but can't.
cf
yes always a smile ;)

Sunday, May 13, 2012

surprised

excitement, happiness, anxious, nervous... thinking what is next, what to make next. Of course make the best out of everything, every situation... but sometimes I wonder how, what is the right thing to do. In the mirror I look at my self and I see also you. Is it me?
Quiet is good, calm is great.
Eternity is the best.
Good night.

Friday, May 11, 2012

lightning

thunderstorms all around, windy, wild. Light blue skies in the dark black. There I see myself, friends, special people in my life. Difficult communication ... with my kids. Must remember it is only temporary.
Blink again, first gut feeling.. very important, no need to think further.
'Family Man', the movie, have you seen it? I love it.
Off to watch the sky.
Nite.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

jiggles

and giggles... anxious... cannot sleep well.... excitement. Looking forward to read more. Rainbows, storms, sun rays through the clouds, birds, flowers. La primavera la sangre altera?
:)
Have a great day!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

thinking

of you today.... disappointments... life has appointments, disappointments, ups, downs. It is only up to us to make it better. To make the hard times last less and less because life goes on and no one waits... Cruel life in many ways.  Some people belief our lives are a dream. What is that mean, that it can get much worse? that life is wonderful? at the end of the day the people you choose to be with or the people you allow in your life are who make up who we are. Trial and error, fall and get up. There are good people out there.... somewhere.
hope you come visit me someday.
Besos.

Monday, May 7, 2012

chaos

inside the calm... relative/absolute chaos in the economical and political world.... some live it real, others ignore it. I chose to ignore it whenever possible. What goes on within you is what makes you who you are.
It is going to be OK no matter what. Mayan culture beliefs the world will come to an end in 2012....

Enjoying the view now: Mount Olympus at the distance, cargo ships, water water water.

Hawaii hola.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

May!

Hello! the month of the closest moon to Earth, the month  of changes, flowers, plain sunny beautiful but boring weather. I smile but am unsettle with the changes coming our way... I wish for quiet, silence, west west west and I get the opposite... what am I doing wrong??
have a great night.