measure

what to say when to say it, cannot be spontaneous because others may get upset and do get upset. How much do we have to change to make someone happy? a little? OK, a lot? not OK. Surround yourself with the right people and your life will improve. How much do we create our own problems? how to get out? scape? stay and fight? worth it? Well. The Pacific Ocean is still there and someday I will come to see you, to stay close.
Have a great weekend, the last one of January.

Besos

too late

... one more time.....hurry..... that fast is life. Moments accumulated, memories lived and relived.  Can fly back in time so easily and there I am, me, feeling, laughing, happy, melancholic, always CA, DC, the sea, that Pacific ocean that holds my hands through the tough time and I know he is always there. With one underline thought,... always dreaming... one life to do that you want. Now it is the time. Still I look back 4 years and no memories ... memories start from before. Am I doing anything wrong? Desperately looking for moments to look back at. Yes, my kids always are the highlight of my days, my seconds. Still I want to do so many things with them but cannot access for the time being. Today is one of those days that I want to scream.... out loud, cry, exercise to exhaustion.
Miss you,
CA

por cierto....

we could always be better off but moreover we could always be much much worse given the circumstances. Regrets? learn! stuck? snap out of it! not easy, but it could be simpler than you think, try it!

I have plans to write, to learn photography, to teach what I know, to read and read and read some more, to rediscover my oceanography/meteorology background, to scream loud and sing and dance. Snap! now!

Have a great winter day.
CA

quiet

but still with moments of.... what the hell am I doing? Floating in the clouds and coming right back down to Earth. Priorities bring me down fast. Must believe good things are coming our way. Living in the now. Feeling excited about our trip to Spain. How I long the days with my family ....

Miss my conection with Nature, my night sky filled with stars, often moon and morning birds. Soon.
Have a wonderful day.
CA

Happy New Year

2014... what would it be like when I am 30, 40? Now I am and I wonder how I got here. Destiny? perhaps. One thing is for sure, my kids are the best thing that have ever happened to me, family, closeness, health.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYaCda5ib8M

Lets hope for a better year, with peace and health. The rest of the non-important things are so complicated yet so simple that better leave them alone.

Wishing you a wonderful day.

CA