calm

just wanted to share my calm. Calm is good, inspires me, relaxes me. It is quiet. Of course not all the way but better than usual. The calm fills me with ideas. Although I try not to think of the future it is sometimes inevitable. Always putting the kids first, but what the hell! we must pay attention to ourselves too!
Beatles "Let it be" what would be of us without the Beatles? Thank you for making our lives better!
New week... again someone away... not easy.
Good nite.
CA

is it?

"it's not having what you want is wanting what you've got"
There is something about weather that is just beautiful, way above all of us.  We are down here small, so small, but so big.
 Difficult to face the day, blocking unwanted thoughts.
Back to my kids that make me happy.
Ready to fly again, just trying to learn the way again.
Have a great day!

CA

just

... to welcome 28 day February. Just to say hi. Just to say that 'no he dejado ni un momento de pensar'. Just to say I do stop and smell the flowers. Just to say I still feel anguish, melancholy. Just to say that my kids teach me love, patience, show me the way when I am lost. Just to say that I want to scream everyday but that I do not do it because of them. Just to say there is hope and there will always be hope in my heart, perhaps not in my mind. Just to say that I miss some things like crazy but that I keep going because it is OK, it is human. Just to say I want to help you in any way I could.
Just to say good night to you.
CA.