Life

does not wait, life goes on. Events happen that mark our existence, some memorable some forgettable, better that way. Hard realizations of where we stand, what to do next? just stay calm and keep doing things your best, keep feeling good about yourself. It all happens for a reason.

Have a beautiful July night, almost over, almost full moon. Then it starts all over again.

Public

yes, this is public, so? I am aware of what I write, I enjoy it and it is my freedom to do so. My heart is beating fast, faster than usual. Seeking peace, calm, ways to make it work. Afraid, anxious but aware of the beauty around me. Family, friends, views, colors, horizon. Daily moments to scape, yet here I am and patience must prevail.
Miss you guys.
Have a wonderful summer night. From here to you, besos.

California

good night. I miss you. Hope to be back one day... to stay.

Routine

after reading from a fam/friend about Routine, just today I was longing the routine days. But slightly different. The starting routine schedule in September when kids go to school and I may have time for myself, to study, work, exercise, cook, read, music, rest, walk, shop until I drop (no, not really). Create my own routine, a clever one if possible that I would be able to look forward to every morning.  Routine has such boring connotation but it doesn't have to be. Make it great! it is your own time, live it! Ignore the problems, the anxiety, the exhaustion for a while and go for it! the day is yours.
Needed to cheer us up!
good night.

Hola

Angel, are you there? with who should we be compared? or shouldn't we at all? how is that done? Change the chip!! I say, again how is that done?
Today I read something interesting: 'It is more honorable to have a life full of mistakes than a life of nothing at all.'
Life is here and now and to make our best our heart/mind cannot be somewhere else. Change the chip! Adapt! so easy to say... lalalalalala.
Good night and a big smile :D

little things

those little moments, are these what life is made out of that makes it worth living? Just a walk in the sun, near the water, near the sea port. That was all I needed it today to breath again. Just that scape, those minutes alone  free thinking.
Do you also wonder about the 'what if.....'  is it inevitable?
Off to bed, will be dreaming of the fireworks around my chosen country USA.
Happy 4th of July.
nite nite

panic

breath, calm, panic, panic, yoga, breath. Hope is there however is changing shape. Trying to say and think pisitive however energy is running low.
Afraid but encouraged for the future. Things will change. I will make it happen. Writing always makes me relax.
Good afernoon Santa Cruz.