... was a good day, a day that we have lived in the present, all of us. Of course kids always live in the present but me? no. Today was a day to remember as a 'feel good' day, a day that I wish many more to come. Filled with positive energy, ideas, laughter, fun. Yet, there is something about these wonderful days, the preset is so strong that noting else matters, nor what goes on around the world, nothing but the moment we are in. When these moments happen we are not social, we are focused on the now. Fantastic. Yes, it feels good.
Beethoven, eyes closed... nothing better than that.
Back and trying hard everyday. As always my kids make me look forward and smile. Must stay strong.
Miss you Sweden.
Good night.
CA
Beethoven, eyes closed... nothing better than that.
Back and trying hard everyday. As always my kids make me look forward and smile. Must stay strong.
Miss you Sweden.
Good night.
CA
BlogSpot not working for a while now, yet this comment box works.
ReplyDeleteFeelings and changes and realizations. All at once, no mercy, no peace. Must stay in control, focus, wise, prioritize. Is it over? again? I just want peace, inner peace, I want my kids to be happy. I want to be happy. Time for movement. Leave the past behind and start over, new beginnings. Love that saying. Must stay strong and calm for my shake and the shake of the kids. Good luck to you all because there is such a thing as luck in life.
Piano, Chopin, enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wygy721nzRc
good night.
CA
still issues on blogger.... thirsty to write though.
ReplyDeleteThough times again and again, so it comes down to how to live through the tough times, do we have choices? could we smile in front of the mirror every morning and hope and wish for a better day a better tomorrow. Yes, we can. should we remain calm? yes we should! should we stay put should we make a move?. yes! I lean towards making a move that solves problems. Stagnation is slow death. I encourage you, I encourage me to do it to make that move! and we need each others help, united, no pain, no hurt. One love, one life. remember that song of U2?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftjEcrrf7r0
Miss you my friends,
with love
CA
no help on trouble shooting....
ReplyDeletewill keep writing as comments.... although is not the same.
Keep looking forward, keep giving small steps, sometimes big ones too in the direction you want to go. As a good friend of mine says 'smile in front of the mirror every morning, with time it will help'. I forget to do that perhaps because I am not a morning person. Actually I can be a morning person under the right conditions such as waking up next to the sea and take a morning walk, yoga, sweat, workout then shower and enjoy the smell of coffee. I had that for a while and that is what I miss. BUT I did not have my kids then. Even now I don't have any of the dreams I had before I do have to sweet faces always next to me. Can we have it all? no, or better yes sometimes. It all depends on our perspective right?
Met some nice women recently, beautiful.
Miss you CA.
me atrevo, no tengo miedo, se acabo, empieza todo otra vez. I wish I wish I wish, 1, 2, 3, now! sometimes this is the only way things happen.
ReplyDeleteHave a great day!
besos
Today I read inspiring words from an old friend. About personal beliefs and state of mind. In many cases it is a choice to be happy or not. It is real that challenges make us stronger and it shows in different ways. Shine, shine to others. Change, if that is what you need.
ReplyDeleteJust from coffee to ginger tea makes a difference.
Miss you all.
(My blog keeps on with a problem. I may change it all together since the trouble shoot does not work)
Have a Great Day! rain or shine!
CA
Feeling melancholic yet fortunate very fortunate for having my family, our health and for who I am. What would you change of yourself if you could change something? anything? it is not about what could have been, it is about what is now and what will be tomorrow. Today as I sit and write I would like to look through the window and see my dear CA. But I can do that closing my eyes and perhaps, no doubt one day it will be in my sight again. The warmth of my family close by, close to my kids. To feel their love and support around me and not just through the phone. I know many of you away from home have these feelings. A supporting partner could help easy the pain.
ReplyDeleteMiss you my dear friends, I hope you are still reading me despite the blogger problems I have.
love
CA
Find some comfort here, there, within you. Focus on the essence, concentrate and never forget who you are. Write, I love to write and had an idea to soon start writing a book, feeling inspired.
ReplyDeleteHave a wonderful day.
CA always in my heart.