but

there is always that feeling hanging. Is it there? how long is it going to last? is it real? am I afraid? are you afraid? places with memories but mixed feelings. Want to run away now, fast, silent. Perhaps only for a swim to find myself again for a few minutes. To find that woman, that brave woman that I am and ask her for guidance, advice. Listen to her.
New month approaching, changes again, looking forward.
kisses,
night
CA

just

wanted to share the beautiful feelings of a friend of mine that is falling in love, her passion, excitement, desperation, agony. They all come together. There is no balance in falling in love all is sick crazy, exaggerated, hyper, beautiful, great, but it can suck too. Very unique feelings that make me smile.
Have a peaceful but hey! crazy night too!
CA

hello

to all my friends around the world, from Japan, to CA,  Germany, Spain, Greece, MD, MS, NYC,  Scotland, to all. Sending you a warm friendly hug and wishing you are enjoying the moments the best you can.
Someday I will write a book for you all.
Good night and a smile :-)
CA  

felt

the power of now for a few overwhelming seconds, then again I feel it daily mostly with my kids around. Although these few seconds were filled with joy of the present, nothing else in my mind, just the adrenaline of the moment, passion, fury, beautiful. I even think I looked beautiful afterwards. Joy make us beautiful, fresh. Lets, must step out of the routine once in a while, it is so worth it.
Enjoy your summer night, starry night, peaceful night. Silence, quiet, I can hear you.
CA
 

U.S.A.

Happy birthday to the beautiful United States of America. You are an amazing country. I miss you everyday since the day I left you. I feel joy in that I have spent 17 years of my life surrounded by so much beauty in CA and MD. Always in my heart.
With love,
Happy 4th!

CA

read

something great today. Basically the message is to live with less, travel light, get involve with the surroundings, learn something everyday. Leave all technologies behind for some hours everyday. Focus on what is important in your life.
muuuuac
CA
 

familiar

there is nothing like a familiar place, a place with good memories, no matter what the surroundings are, the memories are most important. It can go both ways. No matter what, keep it together, keep your strength and make your self grow. Block unwanted thoughts. Always surround yourself with people that make you feel grand. Nature, the beauty around us can be just breath taking, there is always that right? Our families... How important is that?
Wishing you a Great start of July.
CA