but

there is always that feeling hanging. Is it there? how long is it going to last? is it real? am I afraid? are you afraid? places with memories but mixed feelings. Want to run away now, fast, silent. Perhaps only for a swim to find myself again for a few minutes. To find that woman, that brave woman that I am and ask her for guidance, advice. Listen to her.
New month approaching, changes again, looking forward.
kisses,
night
CA