wind

finally a windy day! I guess not everyone craves wind as for example the people who live in tornado ally in the US. Here wind brings cooler cleaner air. It fills me with feelings of renovation, hope, inspiration, movement. That is what life is about, not stagnation but currents of air, of water, of feelings. For example listening to Vivaldi on a windy day makes you grow inside doesn't it? I feel that way. As much as I want to fight it ... feeling a bit more settle here.
Have a great day, a wonderful Memorial weekend.
CA

Changes

again... do we really change or is it the situation that changes and we remain the same for the most part? I think so. We always had that feeling within us.
Spain: back, sun, sweet, nice, essences. 
Looking back at a year ago, and another year before that and again once more. What will it be a year from now? Better stay in the present. It is worth it.

May, must write about May, its colors, smells, breezes, silver waters, puffy clouds, warm sun, beautiful flowers all around us.
Good night my friends. Is anybody out there?
CA

Positive

just a positive note:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLgYAHHkPFs

Feeling good and wanting to transmit this feeling to you. It is important to feel well sometimes. All the time is better but impossible to my mind, so some is better than none. It is all about our surroundings, about our dreams, about our community, our little big minds that do all the work.
Integration is difficult, adaptation is another level. We fight, refuse, I don't want to, never! yet our fight with the surroundings eventually wins, wait who wins?... not sure but the end result is to feel better no matter what. The secret is in the little moments, the details.
Peace and CA always.

Carolina

Rise and Shine

love it. After over 3 years I finally start feeling better. All changes in our lives take time, sometimes a long time. Often it is not up to us to speed things up. All set and done, I breath easier. And I do say life is good. Looking forward to our future plans.
Have a great April weekend.
:)
Καλήμερα
CA

calm

just wanted to share my calm. Calm is good, inspires me, relaxes me. It is quiet. Of course not all the way but better than usual. The calm fills me with ideas. Although I try not to think of the future it is sometimes inevitable. Always putting the kids first, but what the hell! we must pay attention to ourselves too!
Beatles "Let it be" what would be of us without the Beatles? Thank you for making our lives better!
New week... again someone away... not easy.
Good nite.
CA

is it?

"it's not having what you want is wanting what you've got"
There is something about weather that is just beautiful, way above all of us.  We are down here small, so small, but so big.
 Difficult to face the day, blocking unwanted thoughts.
Back to my kids that make me happy.
Ready to fly again, just trying to learn the way again.
Have a great day!

CA

just

... to welcome 28 day February. Just to say hi. Just to say that 'no he dejado ni un momento de pensar'. Just to say I do stop and smell the flowers. Just to say I still feel anguish, melancholy. Just to say that my kids teach me love, patience, show me the way when I am lost. Just to say that I want to scream everyday but that I do not do it because of them. Just to say there is hope and there will always be hope in my heart, perhaps not in my mind. Just to say that I miss some things like crazy but that I keep going because it is OK, it is human. Just to say I want to help you in any way I could.
Just to say good night to you.
CA.