time

slipping out of my hands. Christmas approaching again, holding onto the happy moments as much as possible and enjoying them. No time to write, not even a note to you but a book will come one day.
Loving the song "All I want for Xmas is you." Tomorrow will hug someone so dearly I can't hardly wait. I am in the Xmas spirit, are you? truly my kids do it all for me.
Wishing all the best for you guys.
CArol

night

falls, earlier and earlier each day, love this time of year, close to the equinox again, and life goes on. Realizing the importance of the experiences lived, appreciating a good book and classical music. Realizing how everything that happens around us is almost planned, a design, it is meant to happen. Believing in the force of the Universe and trying to grave it.
Plan to write, to write personally my own notes, a vision statement of my life. Feeling changes are coming our way again and liking it.
My dear friends over in USA, CA, MA, MD, Lund, Madrid, Germany.
Truly the exhaustion I feel now from the 3 month long summer break is beyond me, running out of patience easily and fighting with myself to make the best out of each day with the kids.  Need a more scheduled day, learn and play in separate settings may be a good idea for a while.

Off to bed, now.
Good night my beautiful friends.
CA

Hola!

back after a long summer away from home. Nice. Enjoyed much needed time with family and visited beautiful places. Very lucky I say, rediscovering myself, feeling well, batteries recharged. Appreciate the little pleasures in life.
The best part of my day? watching my kids grow.
I miss writing again, will try to be here more often. Are you there?
Good night,
CA

what it takes

to feel good.... just a simple comment from a friend to say you look good, you sound good. Just at the right time and my spirits lift up so high. Building up all the emotions to see my family in my country, to hug them and see their faces up close, priceless. Feeling the energy as a morning sun ray in my face, as the sing of the Scandinavians birds in the Swedish early rise. Almost dare to say as the sea breeze hitting my face in Pleasure Point.
Have a wonderful day.
Freedom.
 CA

Hola

it has been a while... but I am here. I had intense dreams from the past....Wild feelings, kept inside, should we believe these dreams/feelings or let them rest inside, should we listen to them? what should we do with them? what do we want? what are the consequences of our acts, can we live with them?. Emotional periods, intense, quiet. Always remember that no one day passes by that ever returns. Enjoy, the sun, nature, the rain the wind, a smile, a song, a good book, a great song, a kiss, a hug, sweetness from kids. Surround yourself with the right people.
With love from this side of the world. Any input?
CA

come

and take me away.... cannot do it alone.

yes

... we can. We can do as we wish. We will find comfort in others, help. I feel the need to write but lack the time. Yesterday I heard something 'we often want  to live in different times, another era, another place, 'cause the present is dull, it is human kind'. True, it is our minds that imagine, idealize better times and places. Could be true but the truth is that we are here now.
It is already April, i am missing the moon cycles, the changes of the months, stars. So, stop and smell the flowers right?  ...  the lines in our faces will get deeper no matter what. Be smart, but not too much so that you will get depressed.
April, yes... my birthday, i want to celebrate all month this new decade. Looking back  guau, what a trip! I like unexpected, i like surprises, changes, new beginnings, renovations, evolution. Must.

Have a wonderful day, walk on, walk out, enjoy.
Love and kisses.
CA