Happy New Year

2014... what would it be like when I am 30, 40? Now I am and I wonder how I got here. Destiny? perhaps. One thing is for sure, my kids are the best thing that have ever happened to me, family, closeness, health.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYaCda5ib8M

Lets hope for a better year, with peace and health. The rest of the non-important things are so complicated yet so simple that better leave them alone.

Wishing you a wonderful day.

CA

Winter

Welcome to my favourite season. Happy Winter Soltice. Welcome with warmth.
One day I will see you up there Northen Lights, wait for me I am coming. Feeling the changes.
Good night,
CA.

One more year....

has passed. Another challenging year and it is not over yet. Thankful to have made it one more year. Thankful for so many things. First of all, my family, my kids make me be a better person each day, my husband for the look in his beautiful eyes that makes me feel once in a while, it will all be ok.  My family, here, in Spain, in CA, I miss you daily. Painful realization to grow old with out you near. Yet thankful to have you always there for me. Xmas has always been a special time to me, melancholic time. I miss my friends in the US, a life that seems so far away now yet still so close and such a big part of my life.
Thankful for having meet some very special people in the Northen countries. Greatful for being filled with love.
A Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you. Lets hope for a good year, a great year. Just a peaceful year will suffice.
Lessons learnt: take care of yourself, you are very important.
CA you are always in my heart and will always be. You have become part of my name and will always have  a light in my heart.
All of you, you know who you are. I miss you. I send you love.
Peace,
CArolina

silence

that is what I want, absolute silence... is it that difficult? very tired today.
Had great fun with the kids listening to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUFcfXgW_dQ
so simple yet so brilliant.
Dream away, listen to the sound of silence if you can, it is beautiful when you can hear it.
Besos.

Hello hello hola!

Finally this works! :-) I have been missing writing alot.
Well, close to the end of the year again. Remembering memories lived, not taking anything for granted, living the moment and only the moment otherwise, life is almost sad, filled with regrets. Living the moment. New wringkles, white hairs, yet feeling healthy and fit. Looking forward almost all the way.
Happy to make others happy, happy to see my kids smiling.
missing you always,
CA

today

... was a good day, a day that we have lived in the present, all of us. Of course kids always live in the present but me? no. Today was a day to remember as a 'feel good' day, a day that I wish many more to come. Filled with positive energy, ideas, laughter, fun. Yet, there is something about these wonderful days, the preset is so strong that noting else matters, nor what goes on around the world, nothing but the moment we are in. When these moments happen we are not social, we are focused on the now. Fantastic. Yes, it feels good.
Beethoven, eyes closed... nothing better than that.
Back and trying hard everyday. As always my kids make me look forward and smile. Must stay strong.
Miss you Sweden.
Good night.
CA

lucky

to have experienced yet one more country; to have met some wonderful people in it; to absorb as much as I can from what is around me, nature in its fullest, clean air, beautiful sky; to notice that everyday is different, not only in terms of how we feel  but in terms of changing environment, new clouds, different light, different colors.
Lucky to feel this way. But as always it all comes to an end. Going back to a still foreign  land to me. Are we able to adapt? As an example, I could never see my friend here living anywhere else, why fight it. I think it is ok to feel how I feel. We are free thinkers after all, dreaming is free.
Good night
CA